Three weeks have passed since the demise of my mother-in-law. The emptiness is felt more so as every day goes by. I miss her daily calls....her laughter....her stories which always maneges to cheer me up....I miss her so very badly.
However, I can't really show how I really feel as my sadness will cause a domino effect on Mr. Hubby. I simply can't stand to see him sad. So I have to bottle up my feelings and express them on my blog (Mr. Hubby has no clue that I have a blog ;) )....Anyways, this blog was created just as a platform for me to write what I feel....not really expecting any audience.....but to those who are reading this....thanks....
Life has basically gone back to our normal routine. Weekends are spent in Bangi with my father and sister in law. It's just them now (plus a maid) in that big house so it's really quite lonely for them. They are planning to move back to Keramat to be near us so we are in the process of looking for a house. Not much luck at the moment.
Other than that, nothing exciting to write about. My 10th wedding anniversary has just passed on 10 January 2011.....we didn't really celebrate obviously but we did exchange gifts....an I pod for him and a watch for me.
akak, faiz pun kengkadang nampak dia termenung, orang tak berani nak tegur. kangkadang dia kata dia rindu mama.
ReplyDeleteada one morning, i said to him i miss mama too and then i cried since she was my 'perisai'... tau lah, bila faiz lambat wish happy besday pun, mama tegur dia.. then now, mama tak der... i felt like im losing my 'perisai' forever