My Life as an Ummi

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Contests & Such

I am sucker for contests.... Especially baby photo contest....:) Just recently I entered both Irdina and Imran in a photo contest organised by Pa&Ma website. The winners are selected based on the most number of online votes. The results cam out today and they both won consolation prizes.... I could not ask for more.... Check this out http://www.majalahpama.com.my/extra/bayi_menang.asp and http://www.majalahpama.com.my/extra/adik_menang.asp I also entered Imran in the Little Superstar Search organised by Women's Weekly Malaysia magazine. And I was elated when I received a call from their rep saying Imran was among the 8 finalists and was to attend a photoshoot to be featured in the May issue. Will upload pics once the mag is published.....:)....counting the days. Prizes worth RM1,250...woot woot....:D

Still Missing You.....

It's been a while since I've written here....a lot has happened eversince.... Where do I begin? The last time I wrote was three weeks after my beloved mother in law passed away. Tomorrow marks three months. How time flies. But three months is not near enough to heal the pain that I feel. I can't begin to imagine how my husband, his siblings and my father in law are feeling. No words can calm their fears....no hugs enough to soothe their pain.....:( But life has to go on...... We all miss you dearly Mama..... Al-Fatihah....

Friday, January 28, 2011

Three weeks since......

Three weeks have passed since the demise of my mother-in-law. The emptiness is felt more so as every day goes by. I miss her daily calls....her laughter....her stories which always maneges to cheer me up....I miss her so very badly.

However, I can't really show how I really feel as my sadness will cause a domino effect on Mr. Hubby. I simply can't stand to see him sad. So I have to bottle up my feelings and express them on my blog (Mr. Hubby has no clue that I have a blog ;) )....Anyways, this blog was created just as a platform for me to write what I feel....not really expecting any audience.....but to those who are reading this....thanks....

Life has basically gone back to our normal routine. Weekends are spent in Bangi with my father and sister in law. It's just them now (plus a maid) in that big house so it's really quite lonely for them. They are planning to move back to Keramat to be near us so we are in the process of looking for a house. Not much luck at the moment.

Other than that, nothing exciting to write about. My 10th wedding anniversary has just passed on 10 January 2011.....we didn't really celebrate obviously but we did exchange gifts....an I pod for him and a watch for me.

Monday, January 10, 2011

AL-FATIHAH

January 6 2011 at 2100

A moment I will never forget....

My beloved mother-in-law passed away peacefully after battling liver and lungs cancer for about 10 months.....

Mama was a strong women. She was determined to fight the illness when she found out about it. But no matter how hard she fought, she succumbed....Allah loves her more....

Mama....

Myra doakan Mama bahagia.......kami akan sentiasa doakan Mama....
Amanat Mama akan kami jaga dan laksanakan
Insya Allah Ma.....

I miss you so much.....