Three weeks since......

Three weeks have passed since the demise of my mother-in-law. The emptiness is felt more so as every day goes by. I miss her daily calls....her laughter....her stories which always maneges to cheer me up....I miss her so very badly.

However, I can't really show how I really feel as my sadness will cause a domino effect on Mr. Hubby. I simply can't stand to see him sad. So I have to bottle up my feelings and express them on my blog (Mr. Hubby has no clue that I have a blog ;) )....Anyways, this blog was created just as a platform for me to write what I feel....not really expecting any audience.....but to those who are reading this....thanks....

Life has basically gone back to our normal routine. Weekends are spent in Bangi with my father and sister in law. It's just them now (plus a maid) in that big house so it's really quite lonely for them. They are planning to move back to Keramat to be near us so we are in the process of looking for a house. Not much luck at the moment.

Other than that, nothing exciting to write about. My 10th wedding anniversary has just passed on 10 January 2011.....we didn't really celebrate obviously but we did exchange gifts....an I pod for him and a watch for me.

AL-FATIHAH

January 6 2011 at 2100

A moment I will never forget....

My beloved mother-in-law passed away peacefully after battling liver and lungs cancer for about 10 months.....

Mama was a strong women. She was determined to fight the illness when she found out about it. But no matter how hard she fought, she succumbed....Allah loves her more....

Mama....

Myra doakan Mama bahagia.......kami akan sentiasa doakan Mama....
Amanat Mama akan kami jaga dan laksanakan
Insya Allah Ma.....

I miss you so much.....